I always hated when people said “if you need me just let me know or I’m here if you wanna talk” I was never the type to really shear. Then again that was always my problem. I just think people just say stuff like that to be nice. Cause at the end of the day everyone is dealing with they own shit. So why would they want to listen to my problems and sad story.

Mistakes are lessons. It’s true that it takes something bad to show you the good you been missing out on. It takes doing something dumb to see what a bad idea it is. Not only does it make someone hypocrite but feelings can get hurt at the same time and that’s never the plan…Now that it’s already been done you just get stuck with all the what if’s and the maybes.

I find myself stuck and scared at the same damn time 

wontyoujustsmile4me:

51% of me says no

49% of me says yes

…sigh… 

it’s too close to make a good decision :-/

Another birthday another year older..

Yesterday was my 21st birthday and just like any other birthday it was just another normal day in the life of Kadeem

Was never really a fan just for the fact that something always goes wrong and something bad happens„,No surprise it did OH WELL

….I do thank God for making me see another year of life and that’s whats most important an everything that happens its for a reason